To Myself, Some Time Ago
One of these days you’ll find a mouse in your gumboot,
which your brother will liberate
and release safely
in the back paddock.
He’ll tease you later, in a mean way,
because you never did get on well,
but you’ll always remember how he coaxed the mouse
from your boot and left it
to find a home in the grass.
You could be kinder to him; you don’t know that yet.
That’s all right. Later, when he has moved to a new country,
you will
and sometimes you’ll wish you could return
to afternoons watching him play video games
after school, before he and you grew up, when he still
made up absurd songs just to annoy you,
and was near enough
to pluck mice out of your shoes.